Justin Razor and the World

Tropics I long for this/ Anonymous/ Social walking mist/ I used to partner with/ Every cautionless/ Night I'd go out, starting with/ A shot that just/ Led to a constant fifth/ Of Jack in my hands, often with/ Vodka mixed/ With pop or simp-/ Le juice, it calmed but it/ Was ponderous/ Before Tropics slit/ It's own throat I'd park in it/ A constant hit/ In the corner, my card charging with/ Drinks, smart and fit/ But pardon miss/ If I vomit in/ The awful bin/ By where you thought to sit/ I'm awful when/ I drink, an ominous/ Posture that/ I take before slaughtering/ Anyone bothering/ Me preposterously/ Its obvious/ To me that cautiousness/ Is something that needs to be common when/ You're arguing/ But I disappear/ When this unclear/ Set of messages is shit, austere/ Risk my near/ Death experiences on shifting gears/ The limbs I shear/ On the fights picked right here/ Missed lightyears/ Clipped eyes, tears/ Blips li...

Garden It's heavenly/ When you're next to me/ Especially/ When we're on, definitely/ The best of these/ Days on island, evergreen/ Grass while the other side is feathery/ Pillows and splendidly/ Picked pleasantries/ But incredibly/ It's not always perfect, instead of these/ Moments tempting me/ To make love to you I'm heading to leave/ Through the door, potentially/ Spelling the/ End of these/ Reveries/ Our memories/ Are fresh and clean/ When flesh would meet/ But still, I'm feeling upset and bleak/ I dread your absence/ It leaves me dead, thrashing/ Around spent, fashioned/ From lead, massive/ Bent amounts of/ Blended sadness/ And left handed/ To the depths of madness/ I kept asking/ What was wrong and you wrestled out of/ My arms to then panic/ And with bated breath ban me/ From what had been traction/ I guess averages/ Pan out and I spent handsomely/ And lent lavishly/ To everyone but myself, not a cent dow...

Awakened I'm a wanderer/ An uncommon bird/ Flying, on the verge/ Of a cosmic turn/ Of events, stop the purge/ Of racing noise in your head, wasps interred/ Until it's a nest of thoughts and cursed/ Awful words/ The tropics cured/ Me of what I'd lost at first/ But then it sought to hurt/ Me with every dot I merged/ Together/ On the treasure/ Map, an awesome surge/ Of docile verbs/ Enacting a hostile pers-/ On to do his jarring worst/ The harvest churned/ In me the honest urge/ To calmly burn/ The walls I serve/ These thralls and currs/ Despondent burd-/ Ens on me/ Alarming/ Me often, turn-/ Ing to the parts of her/ That start me sure/ On a pardon, cert-/ Ain path to karmic pur-/ Ity, hurriedly/ I charge, I burst/ Onto the scene with a brawl observed/ In my head, raw and terse/ Call alerts/ Because I'm going to knock the world/ Out from under you/ Make way because I'm coming through/ Rushing truth/ To the surfa...

Death Row I cant sleep/ Because these damn bleat-/ Ing fat sheep/ Harass me/ With thoughts of home everlasting/ They ask me/ If I'm doubting/ Whether I'll be happi-/ Er back there or out be-/ Ing the bad dream/ I've been to half the peop-/ Le I've known, just last week/ I slapped, beat/ Down three/ Annoying ass teens/ For laughing/ As I watched a movie slammed, beat/ After a savage week/ At work, I found these/ Hands swing-/ Ing grabbing/ Necks to gash and ring/ While attacking/ Panicking/ I stand, shriek/ And pass weak/ Guards, they cant catch me/ Tragedy/ Befalls actually/ Facts and brief/ Glass meet-/ Ings with a pastor week-/ Ly leaves me/ Seeking/ A deity/ To help free me/ But they keep me/ In this cage weeping/ Scheming/ To beat these/ Screws/ Loose/ Unleashing/ Rage when they leash me/ Up like a dog, deep things/ Run through my head underneath these/ Veins running varicose/ My demons seem/ To alway...

Morning Like A Movie Scene Blankets crinkle/ We lay and dream with/ Favor twinkling/ Over us, let's remain asleep and/ Escape our demons/ With faith, relief and/ Graze, Elysium/ Welcomes us, two shades of people/ On a painter's easel/ Flame and meaning/ Claim and keep us/ You face me eager/ To make believe that/ The rage that keeps me/ Chained and beaten/ Wont leave me slain, defeated/ But God will one day release me/ Praying meekly/ To raise the weakened/ Parts of me as I'm prostrate and weeping/ Rake the heathens/ In me over coals, baked and heated/ Charades and leaflets/ Covering us, promenades and evenings/ My shame, my secrets/ My disgraces, evils/ You take them, treat me/ And make me leap in/ To the deep end, you praise me sweetly/ And to be okay, I need these/ Nocturnal/ Drops furnished/ With all your fix-/ Ings and calm certain-/ Ty, it stops vermin/ In me, locks hurt in/ Its box, worthless/ And I'm caught, wo...

Line Of Scrimmage Even after/ The greener pastures/ Have met me, I'm not serene or happy/ But beat and captured/ I need to have a/ Conversation, but not with the people that the/ Voices say to meet and answer/ But with myself, my deceitful candor/ Is a plague that defeats and slanders/ My name, this creature's laughter/ Seems to trample/ Over me, echoes, my ears ringing, battered/ I keep dismantling/ The scenes and tragic/ Moments from the deepest caverns/ In my head, believe me, damn your/ Evil sadness/ And leap with ravaged/ Spirits out of its reach and land firm/ In solid truth/ Not the two/ Things that walk with you/ In stolid youth/ I've got to prove/ To myself the awful boon/ That I'm ignoring/ To conform in/ This oddly sewn/ Distraught removed/ Tarnished room/ Carnage grew/ In me, I'm charred and groomed/ Charged, entombed/ By what my thoughts exhume/ Every part of new/ Days, I'm parched and screwed/ M...

Random Scribblings Profile/ Know I'm just/ A ghost riding/ The rails with smoke behind him/ A slow vial/ Of whiskey chokes, smiles/ At me, my nose finds a/ Trail, I'm close, driving/ At it, exposed eyes in/ Every direction, hope blinding/ Me, cloaked iris/ I suppose rising/ Up is a sewn lining/ In a black cloud/ Ash shroud/ For this lone writer/ Bone dry and/ Prose flies from/ My pen/ And I'm spent/ Right then/ I'm left/ To writhe tense/ And fight bent/ Climb trends/ And slice them/ Into a fine mess/ Life's stress/ Is overwhelming/ Suppose I'm melting/ In the clothes Im wearing/ Dont extend me/ Any hands if you're closing, pelting/ Me with fists, you throw them endless/ I'm so defenseless/ Broken, pensive/ Toast, distressed but/ Chosen, reckoned/ Alone and destined/ To own my legend/ Soaked and rendered/ A boasting member/ Of society/ It frightens me/ But your kindness brings/ The light in...