Justin Razor and the World

Sentry I hear my ghosts howling/ So rattling/ And jarring, my soul hounding/ Me for these broke answers/ Am I thrown, damaged/ Or chose, branded/ For more by God, my life a loaded challenge/ Because when I awoke malice/ Was waiting for me, but I drove past it/ Trying to close caskets/ But those bastards/ Wont stammer/ As they sing in smoke, panels/ Of trauma and low status/ Behold, pastures/ Arent green but they're the most ravaged/ Coasts imagin-/ Able through your scopes halfwits/ "How did he cope, man it's"/ "Funny he waited this long to broach about his"/ "Abuse at our son's gross hands, did"/ "He make it up, why'd he wait so long, I don't grasp it."/ Because it's not for you to decide/ My perceived rights/ As I tell the truth you deride/ And believe I/ Derived/ From a place of hatred and obscene lies/ These fires/ Have been burning all these nights/ Over years, over twenty Iv...

The Return What I love about stupidity/ Is its fluidity/ You little things/ Dont even sit to think/ About the bitter stink/ Of your own minds, useless and weak/ You choose distantly/ Fighting me without the threat of bruises and pink/ Skin introduced to my two fists and bleed-/ Ing knuckles, then let's have a new dinner feast/ As you choke on this ruthlessness, reams/ Of paper, that move, digging these/ Graves with boom, hit or swing/ And if you wish for me/ To shut up, then grab your crew, infantry/ Made of rude simmering/ Impotent tempers and exhumed middling/ Pathetic idiots, regardless of your duel withering/ Ideals the proof's living, breath-/ Ing and will soon live with me/ Cause Ill be home soon, snickering/ As the truth's shimmering/ Above you, your doom glistening/ Above a fools' history/ Pull and shoot, pistols' sing/ In the fat hands of the cruel mistress we'd/ Loved, she cooed sinister/ As her ruse fini...

Skin After I was molested/ I'd come to know whether/ Or not I would be broke, festering/ Or if my sole pleasure/ Would be to not choke every/ Time he came around, I was so sheltered/ By the cold weather/ That love wouldn't clothe severed/ Limbs, amputated/ After patient/ Dancing, waiting/ For the foreboding entrance/ Of arose questions/ Like why'd you do it/ Were you alright through it/ Whyd you hide truth when/ I cried, rumin-/ Ating on the times, rooms and/ Denied clueless-/ Ness on these kinds of movements/ A child zoomed a-/ Way from quite ruthless-/ Ly, and to my students/ Studying these words, I'm the light proving/ You can/ Survive too if/ You dig deep and slice, booming/ Your voice, cause I've used it/ To strengthen myself, the tide's boosting/ Me up, and if you write to me/ I'm happy saying/ That I'm saving/ Others from suicide, through these/ Lines clueing/ You into divine music/ And to my de...

Hero Temper raging/ Death grip taking/ The blood from my empty face and/ I'm arrested, angry/ Because the best, my daydream/ Is gone, my blessing's taken/ Because of my distressing flagrant/ Disregard/ For these talks/ Weve been in lately/ I mentioned, maybe/ We could stay abreast of changes/ In our moods, but kleptomani-/ A comes and steals the sentries saving/ Us from flexing, blazing/ When under duress or breaking/ I guess I'm wavering/ Under pressure, fading/ I press my shaking/ Fists to the lever waiting/ For me to pull it/ But Im sure it's/ A choice I shouldnt/ Be upset at making/ With the better ways we/ Were both headed wasted/ Let's instead replace this/ Course with something incredible baby/ Cause I know I'm a different person/ When I hit the bourbon/ Or get pissed and hurt when/ Were belittling, cursing/ Each other, I'm a riddle inserted/ Into the middle, bursting/ From a paradox/ Were scared, ...

Reconnect The tea is fresh/ As I recollect/ My eager self/ From the fall/ That we all/ Least expect/ Maybe we're led/ To see ahead/ By the Grace of God/ To savor all/ Before discrete regret/ Sneaks and gets/ In to crease the edge-/ S of our perfect piece of bed/ Together, but if we must meet our end/ Here let's reconnect/ Before our feet are swept/ Out from under us/ You're reluctant cause/ You say I'm trouble but/ You're drawn to me with loving lust/ Something must/ Be here to hustle us/ Towards the front of the/ Crumbling bus/ That threatens to funnily bust/ Down whenever were running up/ Some good time, shuffling from/ Ducking un-/ Der the others lunging punch-/ Es to cuddling up/ Whenever we felt thunderstruck/ I've published a/ Million poems about you during the/ Good and bad times, love bubbling up/ But to complete the/ Volume/ I've got you/ In the stunning crush/ Of my grip, and I'm shutting u...

Torched Gold So now I'm free/ Fuck, how could these/ Tragic things/ Kill the magic we'd/ Had going for a few astounding weeks/ The past it seems/ Wont let go of our happy schemes/ Passionately/ I held, and hold, onto the rapture indeed/ It started so casually/ The havoc you reaked/ On my heart was akin to radical pleas/ Because I took action to keep/ You, to see you/ As much as we could stand to just be/ In our own presence/ The present/ Of forever/ Turned my drab and distinct/ Life into something with flash and pristine/ Power and reach/ Your gallant mystique/ Had me prowling the weeds/ And high grasses/ For this guy's chance at/ A pass for his deeds/ Hoping God, in His answers that He'd/ Feel generous/ Cause my eloquence/ Doesnt shelter this/ Inveterate/ From the pestering/ Of his own conscience and restlessness/ Ever since/ I met the hint/ I should've/ Took in/ Hella quick/ I rented this/ Cemented/ Stabili...

The Road If it's time to part/ I'd like to start/ By saying that you and I are not/ Perfect, the fights, the barbed/ Wire and scars/ Left are lines and marks/ That leave quite the charm-/ Ing kind of harm/ The cries that stalk/ Through the night, the dark/ Turn out the light in our/ World despite the narc-/ Olepsy that parched the memories/ Of us without the crimes and farce/ That we've become, we slide and park/ Right next to the lies we're caught/ Up in/ Like something/ In us was running/ Sly and harsh/ Pious taunts/ From the evil row/ You and me in tow/ Only heathens know/ The bonding ties we've barred/ In this prison cell we decide is ours/ The tithe, the cost/ Is quite alot/ And I've forgot/ What beauty was as your smile rots/ We had potential/ But no lessons/ From my past could float petri-/ Fied wood through a door with no entrance/ I'm so restless/ With you, but your quelling/ Of my demons was your ...